Lament

by Tes Staylace, in collaboration with Phil Boarder

- ©2003 Tes Staylace
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CHAPTER TWO - THE BOY

 

“All, right, Prancer, let’s get to it!”

Trying to ignore the effect of the reins on her nose, Cassie began starting up, always the most difficult part of any journey.  The bottoms of her booties had been outfitted with horseshoes – heavy, but they DID give enough grip so she did not slide in the sandy soil of the roadbed.  She did find that the corset helped her in her push forward with all her might, and finally she did begin moving forward, her constricted breath huffing through the pear bit, her eyes focused on the road ahead, her head fixed in a proud, upright stance, her breasts proudly erect as well, sporting the pretty tassels, blue and red, the colors of Master Hawkins’ alma mater.

The cob in her vagina felt strange, and she was forced to keep her thighs further apart than she was accustomed to, for comfort.

“Go girl!” yelled an excited Horace, as they slowly built up steam, and headed for the lower forty gate.  Sean kept flailing the reins, annoying her to no end, and yelling, “Gettiup!”

As she approached a gentle curve in the road, she caught a small glimpse of her Papa back by the shanty, a sad look on his face.  But she had no time to dwell on it – all her energy and focus was put into getting the cart going.

The momentum built, and she was soon prancing, as required, out the gate and onto the county road, huffing and puffing through her bit, and strutting her stuff, her tassels swinging with her body motion, her Master urging her on, her head high.  In some weird, deep way, she was proud, although the pain was mighty.  She’d win that race!

But Sean was not satisfied. “Faster!”  Abruptly, she felt the sting of his long riding quirt on her buttocks, and she moved even quicker.  “Atta girl!  Run!”

Even though the corset restricted her breath, she DID manage, and her breasts heaved up and down, as her breathing became centered there. 

A small boy loomed ahead, and then waved as they passed him – Sean waved back.  He was having such fun!  So exciting!

Cassie became caught up in the excitement, as if she were merely a spectator, and as if she was not in a genuine amount of pain!  Perhaps it was the adrenalin, perhaps it was the feeling of being ‘free’, in a perverse, odd sense, free to ‘gallop’ along the country roads, something she would never had been permitted to do if not harnessed like this. Thinking about it, she had not been off the plantation since last summer!  Only these fetters allowed her this ‘freedom’.  If not for the pear bit, she may have very well at that moment yelled out at the top of her lungs, “I live!”  It was God’s intention for a free woman to feel like this, and, really, were not all men meant to be free?  And, right now, this minute, this second, she was FREE IN THE WIND!!

Am I losing my mind?  Reality abruptly made its face known.

Sean must have completely forgotten, or chose to ignore his promise to Horace that he would return momentarily, for the ‘fun” ended (at least for Cassie), when they got to the general store about a mile down the road.

It was there that he pulled on the reins harshly, pulling the rod into Cassie’s face in a painful way, slowing her down not just because her neck was pulled even further backward than its constrained position forced it, because her eyes saw the redness of blinding pain. 

“Whoa, girl…whoa!”

Of course, Sean was oblivious to her pain, merely hopping off the cart before she stopped, and pulling the reins over her head and tying them to the to the hitching post in front of the store.

Sean went into the store, and just as Cassie was regaining her composure, who should walk up but the small boy they had passed on the road?  He appeared to be about seven years old and stood, there, staring at her for a few minutes.

Then he asked, “Can I have a ride in your wagon?”

Of course, Cassie could do nothing but look at him, turning her head as best as she could, considering the posture strap held it tightly in place, in a futile attempt to see around the blinders.  Did not this little white boy know what she was?  Even little boys (and girls) were taken to the races now and then.

He repeated, “Can I have a ride in your wagon?”

When she didn’t respond, he began to pull on one of her breast tassels – hard – like a spoiled brat pulling on his mother’s skirts!  PAIN!  MORE PAIN! And this not even necessary!

The little boy kept repeating his question, over and over, all the while pulling harder and harder on her breasts.  She leaned over to accommodate the pulls best as she could, considering her tethered reins, but relief was impossible.

Over and over he pulled, and she was in agony, protesting with a muffled grunting from deep within her throat.  STOP, STOP! PLEASE, STOP!

But he didn’t seem to understand that she could not talk, and, with a little boy’s stubbornness, he was determined to get her to respond.

Finally, in desperation and acute pain, she lashed out her horseshoe-clad foot and kicked him in the face, sending him sprawling across the dusty road.  He lay there motionless.  What have I done?

Of course, as luck would have it, it was just then, at the moment she kicked him, that an elderly white man came around the outside corner of the store, from the outhouse, fixing his pants. Cassie was in shock!

The old man stopped in his tracks, looked at the boy, and then at Cassie, and began yelling, on his way into the store.  Pointing to the door, he yelled to Sean, “Do you own that there pony girl?  She just killed a little boy!  Kicked him in the head, she did!”

Sean came running out, and spotting the boy, and leaned over him.  “He’s still breathing!”

“WHAT did you do, Prancer?  What’s gotten into you?”

With that, and the old man and the storekeeper looking, he picked up the boy and put him in the cart.  Then he untied Cassie, slapped her hard in the face with the back of his hand, saying, “Damn you!”  Cassie had been slapped hard before (after all, she was a slave!), but this hurt even more, considering how the incident was provoked.

Sean jumped into cart, straddling the little boy, who was still unconscious, and angrily pulled on the reins, “Get goin’, bitch!”  Despite the harsh tugging on her nose, and the myriad of other pains, Cassie never started up so fast.  She was on the road trotting toward Doc Atkin’s house in record time.  “Go!”

It didn’t take long to traverse the two miles, and Cassie was huffing and puffing all the way, almost dropping when they finally arrived.  The corset, in particular, was bothering her, as her breasts had kept pounding on its top ridge in her haste.  This was exacerbated due to the fact that it was further away from her body because it had loosened in the trauma of the run, and, while the looser feeling was welcome, she hardy noticed it in her focused trot.

Sean galloped her up to the hitching post in front to Doc’s house, but in his haste, failed to tie her up to it.  Grabbing the boy, he rushed to the front door and began banging until the housekeeper answered.  He quickly entered and the door was closed behind them.  Then the door was re-opened quickly, and the black face of the housekeeper peeked out, looked at Cassie, and then closed the door again.

As her breathing calmed, Cassie became aware of the fact that she was not tethered, and temptation reared it head.  She feared the repercussions of her actions back at the general store.  Sean had a bad temper, and his father was worse. But where would she go?  Trussed up like this, she’d have to find someone to free her.  Papa?  No, she wouldn’t want to risk his life like that.  There WAS no one else, and unless she could be sure she somehow could get free, then the chances of getting caught after running away were very high -- punishment for THAT would be FAR worse than what she might be in for now…

She just stood there, thinking, her body racked with pain, shuddering at how she would be treated after Master Sean came back, especially if the boy was seriously hurt.  God, help me… Her jaws were starting to hurt badly.

 

CHAPTER THREE - THE ARRANGEMENT

 

The plantation mansion’s posh drawing room.   Mr. Hawkins, his son, Sean, and the widow Brady, Jessup Brady’s mother.

“Yes, Mrs. Brady, I understand.  I am SO sorry for what happened.  I don’t know what got into her – she’s always been a good filly.”

“It is, indeed, a difficult situation, Mr. Hawkins.  Heaven forbid this happens again and another child is injured.  You can’t trust these niggers once they go bad.  My little boy could have been killed!  You MUST do something.  My husband would have made sure you did!”

“Please, Madame, don’t get upset.  This mare is very important to me – you yourself saw how she ran last summer.  It would be a shame to put her down.”

It was a ‘tradition’ to hang slaves that lashed out like that, much as one would destroy a rabid dog.

“SOMETHING must be done!” said the distraught Mrs. Brady.

“Father, would you allow me to propose something?”

“Yes, son.  What is it?”

“Well, we can’t hobble Prancer.  She’d just get weak and be no good after awhile.  Silas Boucher has a double cart.  Why not ask him if we could couple her up with Chickey, his pony girl slave.”

“I don’t see how that…”

“If Silas and his father agree, we could tie their inner legs together and train them to run that way.  We could lend him our cart in exchange and, if he won’t go for lending us Chickey, we could use that slave, Ricky, we have been kind looking at for a new pony girl – and maybe share the prize to boot!”

“I don’t know… Highly irregular…”

“We get to run Prancer at the race and prevent her from kicking anyone else, plus our new pony girl will get some training if need be.  Of course, if they agree.”

“Hmmm…you know, Mr. Boucher DOES owe me some money, and HAS been looking for better terms…”

Mrs. Brady interjected, “Mr. Hawkins!  We cannot give this nigger an opportunity to harm another child.  What about during the winter?  What about next year?  What about the example to the other niggers?  What about the propriety of this? I will not have it!  I insist she NOT get away with this.  I insist you not shirk your responsibility!” She started crying.  “My boy…”

“There, there, Mrs. Brady...” Hawkins cast an awkward glance at his son.

Then, slowly to Mrs. Brady, “I have no intention of shirking my responsibility in all this… If you will allow me put her with stud after the race, then by spring I will have had another pony, and that whole summer to train it for the following summer.  I’ll skip a season.  Then, a month after the foal is born, I’ll put her out of her misery.  How is that, Madame?”

A long silence, the lady thinking amidst her sobs.  Then: “Well…Mr. Hawkins...all right.  But you must let it be known that this will happen.  I do not want anyone, especially the niggers, to think she has gotten away with this travesty.  I insist we set an example to the other niggers.  Furthermore, I would appreciate you giving ten percent of any winnings to the Holy Cross Church.”

“Agreed.  And of course, I shall pay for little Jessup’s doctor bills.”

“That is gracious of you, sir. Thank you for understanding.”

“And thank you, Madame, for being agreeable.”

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It would be a while before Cassie knew her fate, but that fate did not preclude her punishment in the meantime.  After leaving Doc’s, she was taken home and tethered in the stable for two days and nights, unable to sit.  In addition, the loosened corset was retightened even tighter than before, and knotted in such way that the laces would have to be cut in order to take the corset off.  But that was not to happen for some time.  Furthermore, her posture and arm straps were left in place for that period – she was in extreme sobbing agony the whole time.  I should have run!

The cob and crotch strap, and the pear bit were removed, but she was not fed the entire time – she was weak and her mouth was parched, until, half way into the period, Jethro, a new slave she knew in passing, gave her a small drink of water and then secured her mouth with a large balled-leather gag that filled her mouth, presumably to stifle her groaning and sobbing.  Before he put in the gag, she pleaded with him to help her, but knew it would not happen.  He looked away from her while doing his task, and left without a word.  He was slave – what else could he do?

One would have assumed that sleeping in such a position was not possible.  But when the body needs it enough, well, sleep DOES come -  

She managed to find a way to position her head, hanging from her tether.

The bad part was waking up - the aches were even harsher, if that is possible.

Relief came when she was untied and taken to a stable, where she was totally unfettered – her corset, though, was left on.  After being washed down by one of the slaves, she was given food, water and rest, and left alone, a strap padlocked to her corset where the cart was usually attached, and that strap padlocked to an iron ring on the side of the stable.  Sleep soon came, blessed and deep.

CHAPTER FOUR